In the space of Pure Potentiality

Hello world!

On my Ascension and spiritual journey, I keep encountering things that I could have never imagined possible and what I have encountered this time is this space of pure potentiality.

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For about three weeks, I have been living in this space where everything seems possible for me as long as I desire and put forward my intentions; but interestingly I haven’t been feeling strong pull towards any desire or goal.

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Earlier to that, I witnessed what seemed like a loss of identity. Who I thought I was happened to be just the results of choices I made for myself or others made for me. In essence, I am none of my attachments. And when all attachments are gone, what’s left is pure consciousness that is witnessing my life.

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Losing my identity hasn’t been easy. Desperate, my ego is trying to grasp things to hold unto. Not knowing how to exist without an identity, my ego tried to create a new identity of an Empress, but to be honest, I still haven’t been able to figure out how I can be an Empress, who exists for goodness and does things for the right reasons.

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So I existed in a state of losing my identity and a vast Void for about 3-4 weeks, and then the Void turned into a space of Pure Potentiality.

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Initially I couldn’t figure out what was happening to me. Everything good I read, heard or thought seemed possible as long as I could muster up the desire to go for them, but I felt no desire. It seemed like I was just observing and witnessing them. Then finally two days ago, the phrase “Pure Potentiality” materialized into my mind and when I googled the phrase, such a space or field actuality happens to exist. So I was like 2

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If I had nothing to hold unto when I existed in the Void, now that I am existing in a space of Pure Potentiality where everything seems possible, I again cannot hold unto anything as I don’t know what is more important than others.

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So I started seeking clarity. Clarity to know what is important for me. First, when I asked myself what is truly important for me, I had no clue. Of course, I could instantly fire many things that are on my old I-Want list, but then how could I know if it is my ego talking or if it is something that is truly good for me? So I ignored everything that was on my old I-Want list and started listening for new answers. Answers started coming gradually and as they came, I took them to my heart for judgement.

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So far the clarity I have received are the followings and I don’t know how long the list will eventually get. 2

  • I want to have inner peace no matter what.
  • I choose not to keep or allow anything that doesn’t serve me.
  • I want to forgive everyone with whom I had even the slightest conflict.
  • I want to live a life free of useless and heavy emotional baggage.
  • I want to have healthy, loving and supportive relationships.
  • I want to be loved, soaked in love.

So that is how clear I am about my life at this point and this is where the life has placed me to practice these days. 2

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Cheers!

Baira

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