Today I am vibing around the energy of Appreciation and non-Appreciation. As soon as I woke up this morning, I found myself inside what felt like a bubble of all-is-well feeling. I stayed in that bubble for 5-6 hours until the cosmic (Ascension) energies (by which I am strongly affected by) got so high and I had to run for my bed.
You know, the all-is-well bubble was so peculiarly something new to me that I actually thought I was in 5D for the first time. And when I was in it, I felt with my whole being that not feeling Appreciation for good things in our life is sad, really really sad. It’s so lifeless, like living like a zombie.
Then after I got into my bed and started dealing with the challenging energies, I perhaps fell out of 5D. For the past 2-3 hours, I am having an intense feeling of not-being-appreciated sitting inside my chest. The presence of this feeling is very tangible and so not nice, and I keep sitting with it as the memories of times when I felt unappreciated keep circling around my consciousness.
Also, in the past few weeks, one thing I have been recognizing and observing when it arouse is feeling forgotten and never minded by my close cousins, to whom I assume that I must mean a lot. When you are bedridden and feeling powerless and helpless to be able to have your normal life, it is so easy to feel sorry for yourself and feel sensitive.
But the blessing that I have been appreciating so much is the fact that their parents have been so caring about me and their attention has been meaning a lot to me.
… I don’t know how long I will need to sit with this uneasy and ugly feeling until it dissolves, or at least goes away for this time…. Tired of sitting and waiting, I explored the concept of Appreciation through wise men’s quotes, and the following are the ones I like the most.