Feeling unappreciated…

Hello world!

Today I am vibing around the energy of Appreciation and non-Appreciation. As soon as I woke up this morning, I found myself inside what felt like a bubble of all-is-well feeling. I stayed in that bubble for 5-6 hours until the cosmic (Ascension) energies (by which I am strongly affected by) got so high and I had to run for my bed.

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You know, the all-is-well bubble was so peculiarly something new to me that I actually thought I was in 5D for the first time. And when I was in it, I felt with my whole being that not feeling Appreciation for good things in our life is sad, really really sad. It’s so lifeless, like living like a zombie.

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Then after I got into my bed and started dealing with the challenging energies, I perhaps fell out of 5D. For the past 2-3 hours, I am having an intense feeling of not-being-appreciated sitting inside my chest. The presence of this feeling is very tangible and so not nice, and I keep sitting with it as the memories of times when I felt unappreciated keep circling around my consciousness.

Also, in the past few weeks, one thing I have been recognizing and observing when it arouse is feeling forgotten and never minded by my close cousins, to whom I assume that I must mean a lot. When you are bedridden and feeling powerless and helpless to be able to have your normal life, it is so easy to feel sorry for yourself and feel sensitive.

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But the blessing that I have been appreciating so much is the fact that their parents have been so caring about me and their attention has been meaning a lot to me.

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… I don’t know how long I will need to sit with this uneasy and ugly feeling until it dissolves, or at least goes away for this time…. Tired of sitting and waiting, I explored the concept of Appreciation through wise men’s quotes, and the following are the ones I like the most. 2

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Vibe high!

Baira

 

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